Please Forgive Me

I have never loved anyone in my life. Have you? I've heard that when you love someone you'll do anything, shoot the moon..Put out the sun..Anything. I want a love that is pure and true. Full of respect and trust. I want a love that even time will lay down and be still for. Hopefully it will find me someday, 'cause you shouldn't look for it yourself. Then you'll just confuse it with attraction and you'll get hurt. Close your eyes, breathe, and it will find you. Believe..

I want a love who tells me that it's going to last forever. Who tells me that I'm the one.
A love who makes me laugh and cry at the same time.
I want a man who breathes me, who feels me, who tells me that we'll always be together. Who is my best friend and the love of my life and heart.
Without him my soul feels lonely and scared.

He'll feel the blood rushing through my vains. He'll see my dreams and help me fly.
He'll take my hand and stroke his finger up and down along my knuckles, then he will kiss every line of my palm until I shudder of wellbeing. Being in his company I feel safe and loved. Being in his presence make me feel like I'm dreaming. But he'll just smile, wrap his arms around my waist and press his lips, gently but passionate, against mine. Just as if he is afraid that I will vanish in thin air any minute.

Late at night when we're asleep, he will lean closer and touch my temple with his lips, as he whispers the four most wonderful words in the universe; Can I keep you?

In return I will surrender my all to him. He will have my all. My heart, my soul and my love.
I'll forsake the solid ground. I will walk through fire and ice, all at the same time, just to be with him. I will surrender everything to feel the chance to live again.

Right now my heart is empty. If you press it to your ear you would probably hear the ocean.

Written by: Maria

xoxo